Why can I not let this go? What is the point in caring when I am the only one who seems to care?

I don't want to be set up again, with expectations of what it used to me. I don't know if I can handle a second round of this turmoil, after the first destroyed me.

Thought things could change. Was naive to think they did. Why am I not surprised at the lies?

I don't think I have ever had my hands shake this badly before.

I am pretty sure my hands shaking uncontrollably is not a good thing.

Guess I can not handle anger well.

This has been one of those weird good weeks.
New laptop.
Got to see Cate and Krystyne :D
Hung out with Kim.
New game (Prototype!)
Stuff!

Still pissed off about certain things, but what else is new?

I really fucking hate that it seems like I have lost a friend.

Being ignored is probably one of the best things to feel. Makes you feel good inside.

Anime Boston was a blast; it was just what I needed to relax.

Thank you Jenna for putting up with my complaining and whining. It really meant a lot!

Getting treated like absolute trash from friends is always fun. Thanks a lot; it means a lot to me.